I'm falling apart

I took a check from a lady that stold $400.00 from me, Not thinking clear I gave her my credit card to buy a pack of cigarettes at a bowling alley, I had just met her. I had been looking for her for weeks and ran into her walking out of a bar and asked her for my money. She gave me a check that she said was from her roommate and it was signed, she said I could cash it, so I did. Well I ended up going to jail for 3 days. The jail refused to give me my paxil, seregual and cloxapham I had terriable panic attacks in jail and so they locked me in a different cell bruised my back and wrist , now I'm home and i can't quit crying I want to just die. Did they have the right to not give me my meds and how long will I be in this suicidal state before my meds start working again. I don't want to tell anybody because they will be angry that I'm falling apart