Father of 3, work on the road away from home, first child from previous relationship. I feel as if I'm at wit's end here. I am so confused and lonely, just need someone to talk to about it. I just recently lost my brother also my best friend(year ago) relationship with soon to be "fiance" is hurting, I miss my boys and I'm insanely lonely.
never been diagnosed so to speak, few years back, doc put me on Lexapro for anxiety.
As of right now and recent I feel like I can't control myself, like I"m gonna go crazy. I walk in circles, cuss , I want to yell and hit things, I want to go home to my family, I feel like being violent to let the frustration out, I am trapped in the position I am in, and it really sucks. I feel like jumping off some bridge, I feel like crying myself to sleep like a baby. My emotions are so mixed up and jumbled right now, and many times over, it's crazy. The feelings inside drive me nuts. I don't have the money for a doctor, at least not anytime soon. Most of the time I cannot think or concentrate on anything, my mind DOES NOT rest, someone please talk to me, I honestly feel like I'm about to lose my mind and I just need some advice, i don't know what to do, have no one in my family that really listens or has any answers.....





