Hello,  I feel the same and I also don't know how I found this site.  I lost my mother and sister 10 years ago and my father when I was 13.  I'm married but my husband is tired of my being sick all the time and is so busy I hardly see him.  I was hurt at the office so I'm off work and in great pain and all alone.  I have no one to talk with and keep thinking what is the point of living at all.  I have no family except a brother and niece that I see once a year and another brother I haven't seen in 10 years. I tried talking to a friend but they just seem uncomfortable and don't want to hear...so I have to pretend I feel OK.  I've spent my whole life being kind to everyone, but who is kind to me?  When my mother died I was supposed to get the family house and would have been happy there forever but my second  brother stole everything and then wouldn't sell his share to me, so the house was lost and bulldozed.  I promised my mother on her deathbed that I would look after the house and my brother said..."She's dead, I don't care what she wanted!"  He had a great deal of money and yet he still he stole everything. He's living in luxury in another state.  To make it worse this brother sexally abused me all my life and I told no one because I knew he'd get in trouble.  I also saved his life when we were in our 20's.  No one would help me when my mother died. My mother's lawyer said the brother shouldn't have been in charge!   Now I have nothing.  My husband just said..."I told you your family was rotten!"  But his family is no better.   What am I to do, I feel so alone.