Im 16 years old and i go to a boarding school. Boarding causes me so much stress that im forced to take 4 majors instead of 5 and my mom has to drive up once a week after school and i go home every weekend. My school had a bulliton up about depression and the symptoms and i think i fit most of them: except i dont want to die i just want to not move and not think. I know that i work to avoid realizing that i am sad. When i should get mad i end up becoming extremely sad. I have bad loss of intrest (ex. i recently went on my dream vacation which had been planned 1.5yrs ago and i didnt even care that i was going and sometimes i didnt want to go any more). I am not scared to get diagnosed but i am scared to ask my parents to bring me to c if i really have depression. If i do i think my school is the cause. My question is: i am leaving my school next year for a day school, when i do will i still feel depressed?





