I was a heavy meth user and stopped for 1 year. I continued to hear voices although I was on several different medications. In the past 6 mo. I have used meth weekly but not daily. Part of the reason is the addiction and part is the fact I can't get rid of the voices. I am still on abilify and it keeps the voices friendly. I am currently looking for a job without much success. I am bright but have no motivation. Taking drugs is no longer a party, I don't even enjoy it but I'm driven. I'm tired of AA and rehab. I have been clean for several weeks and plan on continuing. I want to feel good about myself and I want my family to trust me. I have hurt them greatly. I live with my grandparents and my they are very aware. They want to support me but continually try to keep a balance between support and enabling. It is a struggle for them also. I am on 20mg. of abilify. Is there any help.
Thanks for your time and input
A struggling addict who always hears voices.