lizzie - is it that you dont want a child at all or just wanted to plan a different time? Give yourself a little time to adjust to the news.  You don't have to decide tonight. You are coping with alot just to handle life in a depressed state. 2 years ago I was so deeply depressed that I started walking around my town in my pajamas. I was prescribed first Zoloft, then Effexor then Effexor with Prestiq and now I take a combination of Effexor and Pristiq at night and Welbutrin and Provigil in the morning.  But it wasn't just the medicines that have helped.  I relied very heavily on my best friend and family. Things are gradually getting better - and two years ago I thought my life had no chance of future happiness.   Trust your instincts - anneT