Is there something wrong with me, or am I just exaggurating things?
I don't know whether it's just me being a little hypochondriac here, but here goes:
I am fifteen years old and a few weeks ago I started feeling quite 'down'. I keep asking myself stupid questions like, 'What's the point?' and 'Why should I bother?'. I have started losing sleep because I just can't get to sleep; sometimes I just sit and watch people walk up and down my street out of my window until I reach the point where my eyes are itching and I'm nearly crying for lack of sleep.
I have been overwhelmed by a feeling of emptiness. I used to be a happy person, I hardly ever cried (you could call me almost unemotional) but now a lot of the time when I have free time (which is quite a lot) I feel the need to cry. It's not like I'm upset, it's just I have these big rushes of almost anger-like feelings, that make me really sad. I think back on the past a lot, and this doesn't help. Recently, this became so bad I started cutting myself - not much, but enough to wake up in the morning and be ashamed with myself.
However, when I have something to do, like school work or when I am with my friends, I don't feel as bad. I act like a normal person; I laugh and I can concentrate and I generally have a good time.
I have a supportive family who have noticed I have been feeling 'down' but have dismissed it as 'my hormones', because I try to be happy when they are about so they don't get upset.
Is it just my hormones? Am I exaggurating the situation, or do you think there's something wrong with me? It has only been happening for a few weeks, so I might 'get over it' soon. But I somehow can't see that.
I'm sorry about the length of my question; it needed explaining. I needed to get this off my chest.
Thanks a lot.
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giannamaria
Wednesday, November 04, 2009 at 08:59 PM
PLEASE dont tell yourself it will pass!!!!!! Get to a doctor and get a diagnosis, going untreated- it will only get worse. I only wish my now 18 yr old daughter had done what you are doing right now by ASKING questions and seeking help.... your 1st step to feeling better:-) because she didnt and I just didnt understand about mental illnesses she had gone untreated WAY too long(10+ yrs) and unfortunatly it has taken suicide attempts for me to see the light and insist on getting her help:-(. Good luck from a parent that will never ever stop seeking and learning about how to be there for her and support her through the bad times that she is going thru and will go thru for the rest of her life!:-)
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The sooner you talk to someone at school or home, the better. Good luck!