I just started dating my Best guy friend who is 25 and i am a 19 year old female. We have been good friends for over a yaer....he helped me get through some rough patches in my life when i was in love with his good friend who ended up being a cocky personal trainer. Well anyways since i got hurt my view on life has completely changed and i feel like i lost hope in love because i'm always getting hurt in the end so why try? Well my best friend alwaysu tells me he wuld do anything for me and cares about me so much...whenever he tells me this i feel guilty but i know that i do care about him...and i want to be with him but htis guilt and fear is making me lost perosnal motivation and makes me want to curl up in a ball and be depressed... i dont know why i feel this way because i know there are times when i feel super happy with him..maybe hes ocming on too fast? what should i do? were together everydayy by the way...and now that were "dating" for more than 4 months now i feel either myself changing and it scares me because i've walsy been able to be myself around him and i feel myself pulling away...i dont know whats causing this :(