This is the last place to ask that question. People here are trying to survive.
Come here and look for help with what has made you ask this question, read some of the shareposts on this site, where people have been, where people are, and you'll find you're not alone.
I can't give you speeches, not good at that. I can give you some phone numbers of people to talk with, around the clock. This is not a staffed crisis center, but there are some, and there are sites dedicated to helping you. I won't say everyone you reach will be the Miracle Worker; they are people like us, some better at their job than others.
Just ask, if you want those. I know from reading here that some people have been helped, some are alive because they reached the right person.
Or, write here, what is the matter? No one knows you or will, and you can get a lot of good information and comments to what you write.
Would you like those numbers and information?