Here is the truth. If you kill yourself the pain does not end. The pain continues for each and every person you leave behind.
Do you have supports? Do you have someone there who you can talk to. We are not a crisis intervention center. The most we can offer is some telephone numbers of some hotlines.
National Suicide Hopeline
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
I have called such numbers myself and the people helped me, Sometimes I had to call more than once. The system is not perfect. But you life is of great value. Depression makes us think things we would normally not think. You need to get some help and reach out to someone who can talk to you.
We are absolutely NOT going to tell you ways to kill yourself. This is not what we do here. We do not want you to harm yourself in any way. Call one of those numbers, talk to a friend or relative or call 9-1-1 is this is an emergency. It is possible to feel better. I know because I have been through this.
Write back and let us know how you are doing. We are very concerned about your welfare.
This is the last place to ask that question. People here are trying to survive.
Come here and look for help with what has made you ask this question, read some of the shareposts on this site, where people have been, where people are, and you'll find you're not alone.
I can't give you speeches, not good at that. I can give you some phone numbers of people to talk with, around the clock. This is not a staffed crisis center, but there are some, and there are sites dedicated to helping you. I won't say everyone you reach will be the Miracle Worker; they are people like us, some better at their job than others.
Just ask, if you want those. I know from reading here that some people have been helped, some are alive because they reached the right person.
Or, write here, what is the matter? No one knows you or will, and you can get a lot of good information and comments to what you write.
Would you like those numbers and information?
gowell i feel so bad tonight. i did something so stupid. man it was so stupid. i'm not going to say im going to kill myself. i know that makes people mad. and killing youself i guess is something you eather do or don't do anyhow. i just can't understand when you make a mistake how people treat you. i could be a my lowest point in a very very long time. im not ever sure what to write. i wish i could get some help. i just have so much going on right now. i feel like nobody cares. im not looking for simpathy. i would never want that. i think im going to have to do a few things that i don't want to do. not saying killing myself. am i atleast aloud to say i hope i dont wake up tommor? god i wish i wouldn't. i mean i hate to leave my family but sometimes i think they would better off without me. they probally would be. i wish i had the balls to end it. i'm not ever good at that. i hope i didn't make any of you feel down by reading this. not sure were to turn. i couldn't feel more like a piece or trash than i do right now.
person that ask a way out should seek help from a doc or minister. call ur friends and talk openly about whats bothering you. if you end ur life you will miss the best to come . do not take ur life. God will let you know when to come home. and listen to a higher power. this is only temperarly. get over it and try to get a new life. enjoy the family u have and mens the fences along the way. go to the gem and meet new people. don't be a chicken and put your shoes on and go out to live. no one in their right mind will tell u how to end. cuz there is already a plan for ur life.its up to u to
I feel bad that after all this time no one answered your question, and to tell you the truth, it was a hard one to find an answer for. Every time someone asks it, people start in with the speeches. But I found a site where someone posted the following information:
"Inhaling an inert gas like helium is probably the best way to go. No agony, no pain. You don't build up any CO2 in your bloodstream, so it doesn't feel like suffocating. You just fall asleep and after a while, you die.
There are a few things you have to be careful with though.
a) make sure nobody can find you shortly after you've started, otherwise they might save you and you'll have major brain damage.
b) make sure you take measures that you can't take off the mask. Cuff yourself behind the back and wear a plastic bag over your head, just to make sure.
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