Hi Izzy!

You know...I was just thinking about you.  I am glad you wrote.  I know we can't possibly understand what you are going through.  The closest I have come is with my MS related symptoms...there are days when I have bad spasms but it sounds like your seizures are severely disrupting your life.  Are there any medications that you have not tried or combination of meds to get this under control?  Are your doctors telling you anything that could be triggering such severe seizures?  What are your known triggers?

I would love to tell you that this is temporary...and I hope that it is.  I know it helps me to think that a medical symptom is not going to last.  Have you ever had the seizures this bad? Remind me...is this epilepsy and if so what kind?

I guess I would focus on what you can control right now and the rest...you will have to put on hold for the time being.  Try to eliminate stress or thinking you should be a certain way.  Right now you have to take care of you.

Please do tell us how you are doing in the days and weeks to come.  I am so sorry this has happened. I really hope your doctors find some treatment which helps you.