hI im going to get straight to the point,, i need to know if i have schizophrenia or major depression...... ,,im shy, withdrawn socially, ive developed a speech problem,problems socializing,high anxiety,some people say i eat funny,my memory is getting bad, no self esteem, feelings of guilt,paranoid,i have ocd tendencies,i worry alot, i think alot, sometimes barely speak for fear of ridicule and rejection( also because i stutter)...i think i have a learning problem, one time when i was around twenty i saw a message run across the television, and a swore that it said somthing about me,,( might have been high on marijuana at the time, cant remember,use to think i can faintly hear music playing at  my old place during night( which would have been impossible)my mind races, im depressed, moody,sometimes i twitch, LOTS of stress in my life,the docs think im just have depression and anxiety disorder! I am highly emotional, my hearing is sensitive,never heard voices at all, i think i hallucinated a few times, not sure though, could have been lack of sleep?? i sleep alot now, ...........i am so aware of my feelings and emotions though,,, arent  schizophrenics unaware of there illness, like they dont think their sick?? i really hope it's just a major depressive episode,, i am so confused and scared....please help me figure this out,,,,thanx