help me please i want to commit suicide this is serious. have wrote alot of suicde notes to my gran

I just came across your question which didn't finish, sometimes that happens. We'd realyl like it if you started writing and finishing your story. There are so many nice people here who understand anything you are going through, many of us have experienced where you are and we're still here to carry you through if you'll join us and let us help.

The problem is, this not a staffed 24 hour crisis line, it is not monitored but people come and go, they all would like to help you, It just take some time to receive comments and thoughts, ideas and help.

Right now, I'd really appreciate it if you would call one of these numbers to talk to trained, caring people. There is always someone there and you can remain anonymous if you wish.

Members of our site have used these numbers and have gotten help, some very much so.

To get help (1-800-273-TALK (8255)

1800-784-2433  

1800-799-4889

If you need immediate help, if you cannot wait, please call 911 and ask them, tell them what wrong and ask them for help. It is worth it and we want you to stay here and talk to us, please. But do call those numbers or 911 now. Maybe you have a friend, or family member, a minister, anyone you trust to talk about this with.

Keep calling those numbers until you get some help.  You do not need to suffer alone.  Please do write to let us know how you are doing. We might not always be here but believe me, it's worth the wait to meet these people. I'll be looking to hear from you.

Remember everything you're feeling is temporary.  Two days from now you could win the lottery or meet the love of your life...or get that lucky break you thought would never come.  Suicide is never the right answer.  It's the wimp's way out.  It accomplishes nothing except hurting your loved ones.  Call one of the numbers on the following post if u need to talk to someone.  Just keep in mind that what you are feeling right now...the despair, hurt, etc...it is just a temporary state and you control your emotions.  you can feel better if you reframe in your own head all the great possibilities you can still accomplish in your life.  People have come from far worse and lived extraordinary lives.  You just need to believe in yourself.  Don't take the 'easy' way out.  Be strong, develop a plan and make your life great because you deserve it.

Remember everything you're feeling is temporary.  Two days from now you could win the lottery or meet the love of your life...or get that lucky break you thought would never come.  Suicide is never the right answer.  It's the wimp's way out.  It accomplishes nothing except hurting your loved ones.  Call one of the numbers on the following post if u need to talk to someone.  Just keep in mind that what you are feeling right now...the despair, hurt, etc...it is just a temporary state and you control your emotions.  you can feel better if you reframe in your own head all the great possibilities you can still accomplish in your life.  People have come from far worse and lived extraordinary lives.  You just need to believe in yourself.  Don't take the 'easy' way out.  Be strong, develop a plan and make your life great because you deserve it.

Hi

Listen I want you to call one of the hotline numbers Paul has given to you.  You must be in a lot of pain to be thinking this way.  But the thing is...suicide does NOT end the pain...it lives on with every person who is left behind.  Please do not harm yourself.  Make a call or go to the emergency room.  I know you want help and this is why you have reached out here.  So please listen and get some help.

I want you to write back to us and let us know how you are doing and if you are okay.

We are very concerned about you and we want you to stay on with us.

There is no help, no hot lines, no gov help. No one will help.  I hate my life at 55.  I have ask for help, ask for disability to get medicare for help.  I want to die, the pain is unbelievable.  I even went to Texas Tech Pysh Dept and was put on the back burner, no one cares when you kill yourself.  The gov has made it impossibe to live, I wanted help and was told so sorry, do you have money.  The pain is a 10,no job, no food, I will die and the only people who will miss me is my kids but at least I will not drain them.  They love me but I can not do this any more.  I worked for 38 years and can not get help, paid taxes, and can not get help.  How can I die painless. I blame myself for not stopping the government for their ways.  No one can help.  I will be homeless, broke and stillin pain.