When can we ourselves understand that we are falling into paranoia? I have in great tensions but I managing or pretending to manage in front of others. But when I am waking up in the middle of my sleep I can feel something that I can't explain. Actually in the daytime I can face even my death with a smile but I have nothing to hope in the future than my death. But I don't know why it is happening sometime in the short breakage of my sleep. I feel some time I am seeing long dreams. I hared the normal length of a dream is only 3 seconds. But I think I am seeing dreams that I can explain for few minutes. Now also I am feeling I am confident and brave to face any situations. I don't have any bad behaviours like smoking or drinking to divert my thoughts. Only my preventive mechanisam is thinking about sex to divert my thoughts. I appreciate some bodies' kind advice.




