DEAR GOD !! ARE YOU LISTENING?
DEAR GOD,
I've been sitting wondering pondering contemplating what exactually could this life hold in store for me . why the trials and tribulation. I can never relate to issues that are confronted supported and resolved in a family structure , ' being united' is just a state of bliss in which I could never experience. AND I question why would anyone EVER TAKE ADVANTAGE OF the only thing that matters the most, I do indeed hold the emotional scars ,inside and out and the heavy burden of having no one to turn to WHEN I NEED OTHERS THE MOST!
I NEED YOU GOD! NOW ! MORE THAN EVER ! ONE OF MY HONEST QUOTES IS . 'I MUST RELIVE MY LEGACY'. I've let so many dishonest people into my life, only to exploit ,my weaknesses taking for granted of what I desire most,. I wish that i had more to pass to my children . I want them to be able to count on me and I can provide for . I had to teach myself , That they're only dead . They've been dead forever and not coming back.
please?
Where is life ? Can anyone show me how to live? is there anyone out there ? I can't die a broken man. please lead me in the right direction
please?
Hi LOST IN THE BLAZE,
Sorry to hear you're having such a rough time. It can get better and it does get better. Hopefully you are under the care of a doctor and you are being treated for depression/anxiety. It is not something that just goes away on its own. It usually takes therapy/counseling and maybe medication. With the right combination of the both a person that suffers depression/anxiety can usually adjust and live a satisfying life.
Pat
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I must agree with Pat you need to see a doctor to work along with you. But God is always listening, he ay not always come when we want him, but he is always right on time. Life is full of trials and tribulations, and it is not always fair. I know this first hand, but we have to learn to shake it off and keep it moving. We must never let them see us sweat. Yes in life many may turn their backs on us, but such is life, we must learn to keep it moving, we must learn to be self suffieient. It is hard,but possible. Life holds everything that we want we just have to go out and get it, nothing is going to be given to us, we have to work for it, and it is alway better that way anyway. Do not be so hard on yourself my pops always said "if at first you don't succeed,m try, try again." It may take a lot ot trys, but you will make it. Hang in there! sherry/smomdukes
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We do have to believe that God is with us and holding our hands as we help ourselves. I, like the other two people, believe you would benefit by talking to someone you trust and feel will listen with their heart. Maybe medication would help. The most important thing is that you are well in order to get through trials and tribulations that life throws at us. Take it, hold it, feel it and then throw it back. I try and remember a saying that came from a retired heart surgeon, " If _____ is going to paint my world. I am going to use the brightest of colors"..
The other two people before me and myself who answered you didn't come from just anywhere. Someone is listening. I wish you peace in life..and hope you feel a happier person in whatever kind of help you find comforting.
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