Hi, I am a 51yrd old woman caregiver. I have given up my social life , , my home to take care of my mom. I have been taking care of her since age 45. She has Alzheimers, yet she is a busy body.. she moves fine, but has to stay busy. I just give up trying to get her to stop washing dishes. I just redo them.I would say the past year or 2 when I get angry,at her, it's at a level I've never seen. It's like I am in a zone, and I feel like I am high or something. Anyone in my path at the momemt will catch my wrath, including my Mom. What should I do?