just need some assistance --I am a professional, went to an m/d  for assistance.  said he could not help me,  for depression,  because he did not know me. ---felt overwhelmed,-- actually wanted to say to him  --shame on you------

don't really have an m.d.  , because I am never in need{ no excuse]  I know medications-- I know s/s of depression.  I have an employee asst. program , I could go to -- but that is really just to talk,  they do not prescribe medications.  have an appt. with an md I used in the past , but because I have not been there in over 3 yrs-- I have to wait.  I don't want to feel this way.  Not really sure if I need meds--what do you think?