Hi, Billy Gene.  Glad you found our web site.  It does sound like you could be depressed and I'd suggest you find a doctor or therapist to find out if medication might help.  It sounds like it started when you moved back home, so maybe there are some issues about that that are bothering you.  If you can't figure out what they are, therapy might be helpful.  I was in the same boat at one time and got extremely depressed when I came home, decided not to finish college so that I could get a job and afford to move out, which is exactly what I did.  It took me two years, but it was like being released from prison - I never looked back.  Often times, depression is caused by underlying anger, which we try not to acknowledge or express.   If you need help finding a doctor or therapist, let us know.   Hope you're soon feeling better and more energetic.  Thanks for writing here.