Depression cannot be cured overnite! It took me 15 years to get the right combo of meds to help me. Not to mention about 20 different doctors as well. So be patient, you will get the right meds eventually. I am not saying it will take you 15 years to get the right meds. They have come a long way in treatment than when I started with depression. So I hope they will find something for you. Please be VERY honest with the docs or psychiatrist that will speed things along. Keep a journal of symptoms every day. Writing them down could be theraputic for you as well, Good Luck. I now see color in the world when it used to be all grey. I know what you are going thru. But be realistic, ok? Sometimes you have to will yourself to get better. I hope this reply helps you in any way.