My daughter is an alcholic, my son is a recovering alcholic.  I am retired and having financial problems.  I am married, but my husband does not understand depression.  He thinks it's all in your head.  We recently moved into a adult community and I am not happy here.  I recently lost my best friend.  My sister moved 5 hours away from me and I've just lost interest in everything I onced enjoyed including my family.  I have been to many therapists and doctors.  I have and still am taking medications for depression and anxiety, but now they are not helping me anymore.  I dread getting up in the morning and facing another day.  My heart goes out to anyone with this horrible illness.  Thanks for listening.