I agree with merely me.  Have you tried being alone and just being you and feeling your feelings?  You say that you have been diagnosed with depression and "forget" to take your meds.  You have an illness and inorder to live your best life you have to take managing your more seriously.  It is paramount that you take your meds at the same time everyday, without fail.  You may be looking to men to make you feel happy. I suggest going to a therapist who specializes in cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) and take your meds.  These men are not the problem...you are.  You are 28. I am sure you do not want to be asking yourself the same questions at 38.