I 've been on antidepressants for 10 years and about 2 sometimes 3 times a year I have episodes that generally last about a month or more ,where my meds all the sudden don't work at all. I have about a week or 2 where I spend alot of money and are VERY irritable and wake up 3-4 times a night. Then following thoses 2 weeks I feel severly depressed. The depression lasts longer than a week or 2. I have come out of 1 of these episodes in the last couple to 3 days and are really starting to think that maybe I'm a manic depressant / bi-polar. I'm scared to death about the meds I've heard about for bi-polar. People committing suicide and having split personalities. I need to hear from some of y'all who have bi-polar or have the same symptoms as I have. Thanks.





