I know that I need help but I won't go to any doctors here because they just pump you full of drugs until you just CAN'T feel. Sometimes they will lock you up for a few days and put you on even more drugs. Obviously that didn't help last time they did it, so I am looking for a real solution. I just cannot live this way anymore!!





Wow...almost a year can make a big difference. Thank you for your reply, however I do not believe in "depression" anymore. I would like to direct anyone reading this from the point I was at in January to take up meditation. Research spirituality and yourself. Journal, ask yourself why you are the way you are. The questions can be hard but it is this self development that people in society today are lacking. The answer to everything is love, and it is inside you.