Thank you for your advice.  I have thought of this, but the thought of being REALLY old, and alone, you know my son will go off and make a life of his own, well now that is really depressing.  Been trying to think of what I want to do from here on out as well.  Over the course of my life I have held two sometimes three jobs at a time.  So there isn't much that I want to do as far as careers go that haven't done already.  Like to travel, but doing that alone kind of sucks to.  Just really don't know what the heck to do now.  Starting to heal though.  Ups and downs, one day at a time.  Anyway, thanks.