Hi I have been treated for anxiety and depression for years.I currently see a therapist and take 300 XL wellbutrin and up to 1 mg klonopin daily as needed.I have noticed in the past few weeks that i feel more depressed,anxious and tired. I have been laid off from work for over a year.I dream that i have a job but when i wake up i realize it was only a dream this sets the depressing tone for the day.I have a difficult time making decisions.Then when i make them i second guess them.The latest is that i am thinking about adopting a dog. I feel good about the idea sometimes and then my mood will swing and i will think of all the negatives a dog will bring.I feel bad because i have been talking with this nice family about adopting there dog.But one minute i want to the next i do not.The positive voice will say it will be good for you .It will give you company and get you outside.The negative voice will say it is to much work.It will mess up your house etc. Of course a dog will require work and care that thought i guess can be positive or negative.I feel deep down inside it may be good for me.But i worry if i will be able to take care of it with my depression. So i put off making the decision and feel bad about making the family wait. I also have issues with getting stuff done around the house.I guess pretty much getting anything done. My question is are there cycles in depression?I suffer from dysthymia and anxiety. Back to my question are there cycles in depression ? Should you fight them or just realize it is part of my condition?How can i make decisions easier during this time or should i avoid making them?How about the idea of adopting a pet dog is this a good idea?Any advice or experience you may have would be appreciated.THANKYOU FOR YOUR HELP




