I have been on 75s for several years; originally for SAD, but found it worked well with my depression (genetic through several generations). My black moods where I had suicidal thoughts went away. This week, though, I had a major one with 2 days straight of crying after a row with my spouse. I literally made myself sick with the sadness. Spouse is no help either as he is now doing the cold shoulder treatment even though he knows I have depression (yep, he has a mean side that doesn't help). Before I would have been mad, but not suicidally depressed. Have a call into my doc, but no return call yet (a problem with that office). I have been thinking I need to change meds due to side effects, noticably huge weight gain and lack of energy. If it fades after long term use, more reason. I need a better quality of life than I have now.




