How can suicide be prevented?

I always hurt myself because i'm hurt.

Then I feel worse and start all over again.

I don't like to type words.

What are these numbers for?

it is hard talking to strangers let alone talking with any one.

My friend is dying and I have a bad feeling its very sone.

Shes in ellis in icu.

I just want to die

Jon

Jon, I can understand how painful it is to lose a friend; a few years ago a friend of mine died unexpectedly and suddenly and I felt like the rug got pulled out from under me.  I'm sure your friend would not want you to die because of her.  You say you don't like to type words and it's too hard to talk to anyone.  How can we communicate?  I care what happens to you, Jon, and I hope you can find a way to reach out and let it out because IT HURTS TOO MUCH TO KEEP IT IN!!!  Can you try writing more, talking more?  What can we do here to help you?

I will also pray for your friend.  Be positive, buddy, it makes good things happen.  Like sunshine makes a positive feeling, and makes those who see it feel good.  Don't be down like this, it isn't good for your friend in icu.  Be strong.  God will give you the strength. We can do all things through Christ who strengthens us. One of my favorites is If God brings you to it, he will get you through it.  I am not preaching to you, I am only telling you what I know from first hand experience, and I don't mind sharing with others the way to eternal happiness, and that is through Jesus.  Pray hard and God will take care of you all.  You are very important whether you think so or not.

where are the people on these numbers located?

Jon, those numbers are national hotlines and they would refer you to someone local if they thought you should see somebody.  I hope that helps.

Judy

that really scares me

What scares you about it?  The people on these hotlines are all trained to help and you can be completely anonymous, if you wish.

this may sound silly but what do i say to them.

Especially about my mom.

She listens to my phone conversations.

Please let me know if my fears are legitimate.

Jon

Jon, just tell them that you are feeling hopeless and suicidal and they will probably ask you questions from there.  There must be some times when your mom isn't around, otherwise go out and use a pay phone somewhere.  Can you tell your mother that you are making a private call and go into another room?  You're an adult, you have a right to privacy.  I'm not sure what fears you are asking about being legitimate, but if it's what the people on the hotlines will say, I don't think you have to worry because that's what they're there for - I'm sure they've heard everything and they're trained to respond to people in crisis.  I'm glad to hear you're considering doing this, you might feel relieved afterward.  Let me know how it goes, okay?

well i tried the first number.

I don't know what it is for.

To stop suicide I guess.

I usually don't call on the telephone.

I did and i don't know what good it did.

Jon

Jon, I'm glad you made that call and I'm curious about what they said to you.  Did you tell them how bad you felt?  Did they give you suggestions for what to do or how to get some help?  It sounds like you don't really think it did any good - why is that?  I'd really like to know.  Did you try any of the other numbers?

You probably feel like you're striking out here whenever you try to do something, but you ARE moving in the right direction, even if it hasn't had the best outcome yet.  What would you like, ultimately?  To find better help to feel better?  To know how to stop thinking of suicide?  Maybe you need to figure out what you need to help you stay moving forward and tell whoever you talk to that you don't know what to do next; that you don't know where to find the right kind of help.

Hang in there, Jon - I'm not giving up on you and hope you won't, either!  Keep letting us know what's going on, okay?

It stopped me from committing suicide.

She asked me about things,I guess i calmed enough when i was in the phone.I hate the phone but it got too hectic.

This morning i was mad at the neighbors.I usual get upset when they make too much noise.The kids keep pounding the floor.

I tried listening to music.At first i felt numb.

Then i was trying to force myself to like it.

It didn't work.

I like plants.I am going to tend to them today!

Jon

Jon, I'm glad making that phone call stopped you from committing suicide.  Right now, that phone is your friend, as much as you hate using it.  You know you can call again if you have to.  And I like hearing that you're trying some things to feel better, like the music - maybe you just haven't found the right kind yet.  I think music can really affect our moods pretty strongly.  And then you said you like plants, I think that's the first time I've heard you say something you liked.  Yes, I think tending plants does something for our souls, I like it, too.  In fact, I'm going to do some of that shortly.

Thank you for letting me know how you're doing and keep writing, okay?  Phoning and writing - two good things.  Hope the rest of your day goes well.