Thank you so very much for taking the time to encourage and bless me with your thoughful comments.I agree with you rgarding therapy and am presently pursuing it. I do hope and pray my husband will agree to get some help also. I stopped taking the Knonipen because I believe it was worsening my depression, I am just back to taking the Zoloft and AdderrallXR. I know there are many good things I need to do to make positive changes in my life and connecting with wonderful caring people and connecting with my wonderful caring Heavenly Father are 2 of the big ones.Again,thank you so very much for being a bright light in a dark world!