howdy lady,

i can not find the test or quiz you took about joy something,i thought your answers were "right on target", then it reminded me about myself and some of the things i really use to enjoy.

i guess in a small way you're the reason i decided to look some of these questions up, and address my issues with depression. i see myself in nearly every one of these dear people, love, anger, weight gain, weight loss, seems i have something in common with all of them.

my husband died in 2002, after a 23 yr marriage, it took me 4yrs to finally have a cup of coffee with another man, we started dating and i found out he had kissed and fondled a neighbor( also a friend of his ) i tried very hard to die that night,and almost  made it. i was on life support for 8 days, of course when i awoke there was a psychiatry doctor. i was put on zanax, and provigil, then later cmybalta. i know i'm better, i no longer want to die.. but still have anger problems.

i guess i should add, like pandora i was sexually molested as a young child, i too have blocked most of it out, now at the ripe ole age of 62, i'm alive and at least happier, oh yeah, the guy? just a friend now...