It is understandably hard moving to a new place. Tell us more about what happened during these times. I think it will help you to talk about it and I believe that you will get a lot of support here from others that have similar experiences. Try to keep your thoughts positive and they will help to alleviate the loneliness that you feel. There are also lots of online chat rooms that you can find from google where you can chat in real time and distract yourself from negative thoughts. It is sad to hear about your animals, Tell what happened and why you feel the house is responsible.
Pat