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very well...  I moved from a city I grew up in to the middle of nowhere to run a truck stop. I am normally a dog groomer, i can be kept fairly hapy as long as I can work with animals. Now im working in a truck stop dealing with filthy people with nothing good to say.... uhm...positive side.... guess im near nature... course even if i had time to enjoy it there are too many predators in the area to really appreciate the nature.... this is what happened to my animals. The cat wasnt even supposed to be outside but people kept letting her out. dog was on a leash.... Not safe to bring other animals here. Its incredibly lonely as I have a real hard time relating to those few who are near. Can not leave often as I had to sell my car and the truck is needed for work. Still, thats just the things that have helped make it harder to see the bright side of things. I started to feel this way before... just difficult to maintain any sense of self worth. The talents I do have are of no use here.