I gave up happiness to keep another happy without losing them.
The only way I could resume work with animals would be to leave here and go continue my education, best place to do so would be the province over. But to do that would mean leaving my bf. As he could not leave here both because his family is here, and he would go bankrupt. I could leave on my own, but I will not because he is the most important part of my life. Leaving him would not mean being happy either.