Your not nuts. Your doctor believes you its just that they know that the extent of the health care that you need is a lot to handle and they don't want to get involved. Believe it or not most of them are in it for a 9-5 job like everyone else. You sounf like you may have MS. Panic attacks can also be brought on by an adrenal tumor. They can be a pysical problem not just a mental proble. You need to go to a good hospital like Mayo or Johns hopkins. They are really up on all the new techology that can help you get a proper diagnosis, They don't call you crazy but they may ask you to join a study. It is important for you to find a neuro that will give you an amblutory EEG (ONE THAT YOU CARRY DAY AND NIGHT). They are expensive and most local neuros don't have them. There is no drug for temporal lobe seizures. Some are canidates for surgery. Your neuro will try all kinds of drugs so he can get a kick back but there is not anything out there currently so don't waste your time looking for a drug. You really should be tested for a phyocromocytoma (adrenal tumor).