Oh I didn't make that very clear. We took a break because he didn't know if he liked me or not and I wanted to give him some time and space to think about it. I felt like it was okay for him to be unsure because it was his first relationship (we're in our 20s, but he always took dating very seriously and didn't want to just mess around with people). I have had two other boyfriends prior to this relationship.  But after about a year and half he told me he loved me again and we were super good. I think I just feel like he doesn't have to go through this alone. And he is getting help. He is seeing a counselor and I think it's helping him. But I also want to be apart of his life still.  But I am taking care of myself. My friends have been very supportive of me and I am still living my life. And thanks for replying! I really appreciate it!