oh, man!!! So you're the one in the same boat as I am! I feel like ending it most of the time, but, every day I don't means I've beaten this 'thing' back....I can't tell you why I still live, but I figure something more powerful than both of us has a reason for us being here....a minute at a time if that's all you can bear, but it's a minute more that you have to do what you need to....Look. Maybe you're missing something....I wrote music..
Peace!