It is one of those times in a woman's life which holds high emotional expectations.  You are given your "bundle of joy" and then you are sent home to relish your life as a new mother.  But what if you aren't experiencing that joy everyone told you that you would feel.  What if, instead, you find yourself more tearful than your baby?  What if you can't quite shake the feeling of intense sadness and even despair? The world expects you to be glowing and happy but you are not.  So you find...