New Diabetic!

Hey, Im hilary I am 18 and a senior in high school.

I have been a type 1 diabetic for a month, I was diagnosed January 22 2009.

And I am full of emotions.

I guess i just need to know that things will eventually get easier,

right now i stuggle to calulate certain food, watch my carbs ans stabilze my blood sugar which right now is regulary in the 200s. Sometimes i find myself having little pitty parties because I cant really relate to anyone anymore. I have one diabetic friend who lives 2 hours away. And somtimes I feel like an outcast in my family,

all i want to know is that its gonna get better and Ill learn to live with it and it will almost be like not even a big deal.

Thanks a bunch

Hilary