New to this type of thing...

I am very new to this website and reading up about diabetes and such. I was diagnosed when I was a freshman in high school and I honestly thought it was the best thing that could have happened to me because before diabetes I didn't care about myself or my body at all. And in a way diabetes made me think more about myself and what I was doing to my body. This mentality last me for only about a year. I started to get careless with checking my sugar and taking my insulin, and it has gotten worse. Towards the beginning of my junior year in high school I started losing weight and I started to feel really good about myself and they way I looked and such. Here lately, I don't take my insulin before I eat, or before bed and I never check my sugar. I'm constantly thirsty, i'm always eating and i'm always in the bathroom. My friend has gotten worried about me and told me about something she read about diabulimia. I get on the internet to check it out and I come across a really interesting blog about someones expierence with it and I can almost completely relate to it. So i've decided to sign up to this website and maybe, just maybe I can get some help from people who can relate before things with me spiral out of control. So, anyone with words of wisdom, hit me with it. I'm willing to listen to anything as of now.