On Sunday night, it really hit. I couldn't stop crying. I was heartbroken, because I realised that having diabetes, and more relevently paying for medication and care, mean that I will probably never afford to do my Masters in Clinical Psychology. The Masters requires me not only to pay for tuition, but also living expenses and well as medical care as I will be without medical aid. The truth is, I just can't afford it, and now I have to find a new career.



Hey Meg:
I relate to your hopelessness; there have been many times when I have felt great loss about having to give up certain activities or plans because of diabetes and matters related to expenses and health insurance. There are still brief times when I feel I can't live another day with diabetes.
However, I did graduate with a masters degree in social work on Tuesday. It was a two year program where I had to cover living expenses for myself and my son. I was able to get a work stipend, a roommate, federal loans, alternative loans and use savings to cover the whole thing. I was also able to keep my health insurance active through CalCobra and then CalCobra extension (here in the California) and because I technically had no income, I put my son on Healthy Families/Medical. At times I was paying very high premiums,but my diabetes expenses were covered
Getting the money for school was actually the easiest part, going to school with diabetes and working in the field amongst clients with and without diabetes was surprisingly very challenging. I experienced severe conflict around testing my blood sugar and with the faculty over my diabetes supplies and had to register as a disabled student to protect myself in the classroom and keep the right to have my supplies with me. Now I am experiencing discrimination because county doctors ruled that I am incapable of driving a car because of insulin reactions, which would make me unhireable for the position I have trained for for two years, so I am in the process of appealling that, because I am well-controlled and have never had a problem driving safely.
It has been very difficult having to constantly advocate for myself amongst administrators who don't understand the inherent needs of people with diabetes. But, I did it; I got the degree. It took many years of saving and planning before it began to fall into place.
So, yes, having diabetes can be limiting in many ways and that is sad. For me I have had to make all my major life's decisions based on what kind of health insurance I would end up with. Skimping on diabetes care or supplies is not an option for me. I was able to maintain health coverage for the whole two years and that part was surprisingly easy.
I wish you luck. Your plans can fall into place too.
Thank you for your reply, Susan. It's great to hear that other people have faced similar hurdles and overcome them. Well done. Your story inspires me to hope.