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Portraits from a Lifetime of Diabetes

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Teresa Ollila

Teresa Ollila

Tue, November 25, 2008

When my nine year old son, Case, was diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes almost six years ago, I was painfully overwhelmed, numb from not sleeping because he might go low during the night, but most of all, extremely sad.  I was sad for so many reasons.  I remember one morning, shortly after he was diagnosed,  I was walking towards him to give his shot when he started to back away, which led to running away, around and around the house.


Later, I would see Type 1 advertising of photographs with people smiling big, joyous smiles, sparkly eyes, and exuding vibrant energy.  I thought "are you kidding me?" It's just not that easy.  When we first went to the clinic to learn how to take care of Case, I looked around for other kids who might have Type 1 - even photos on the walls - something that would give me encouragement for a future. Any future, I just wanted to know he would live. I didn't see anyone, or any photos, but our nurse told us about her son. Her son was sixteen and playing football among many other life pursuits.  I was so relieved she shared her personal life with us.  After the first year, I learned how to sleep again at night albeit with an alarm clock to wake us to check him. I also learned Case could do everything, if it was planned well. 

 

 

When I started this photography project "A Lifetime of Diabetes," my intent was to donate portraits of children and teens to the clinic where we receive treatment to encourage and relieve other families in the same situation we were in upon diagnoses. I started by photographing those in our support group and then continued with our diabetes community here in Denver.  While working, I grew the initial idea when I realized I especially wanted to SHOW what our life and the lives of others with diabetes was really like.  

 

 

Sure, we can do it all but there is an enormous amount of work behind the scenes that I wanted to expose in order to educate others. Most importantly, I wanted to create a connection with parents of Type 1 children and those who have Type 1 to unify our private lives and show it's just not that easy and we are all struggling with similar nuances of diabetes while hoping to achieve a fulfilling and happy life. 


 

 

 


 

11/25/08 12:44pm

The pictures just say so much!  Looking forward to seeing more.  Kim

Anonymous
charlotte
11/26/08 8:36am

Thank you. The first picture says it all.Bless you and your son and bless me, some days diabetes just really sucks and other days it is just a bump in the road as we go through life.

 

 

Chalotte ,

type 1 diabetic for over 18 years

Anonymous
Theresa
11/26/08 12:15pm

I have been type 1 for 23 years and its so sad to see children have to go thru this.. My daughter is also Type 1 ,she was diagnosed at 14..Its the worst thing I ever could imagine.. She has had it now for 9 years .. EVER DAY I PRAY THEY FIND A CURE....

Anonymous
Susy
11/26/08 1:37pm

Wow that first photo should be out there for everyione to see- people do not have diabetes or live with or close to a diabetic have no clue. I was lucky I was diagnosed when iIwas alomst 18 (30 years ago) we didn't even have disposable seringes or blood testers back then. Seeing the pile of seringes is ever so hard to see in a child's hands - every child (and grown up) should have a pump. I feel so bad for kids who don't have the chance I had to have normal healthy childhood. But depsite everything i have travelled the world, worked and played all my life, had many ups and downs, had two beautiful children and all being a type 1 dabetic - good luck with your phography project it is a fantastic idea - thank you for sharingSmile

Anonymous
Anahit
11/27/08 1:21am
My younger brother was diagnosed at the age of 10.I had to do everything for him because of my mothers limited english.I alsow saw how much he suffered,how hard was it for him.It's the hardest thing ever.It's not few days or few years.It's a lifetime of pain and suffering.I have my owh kids now and i am scared to death for them.I feel very helpless.God bless your son and all the other kids out there.I wish you guys the best.
Anonymous
Anonymous
11/27/08 11:00am

My nine year old was diagnosed November 2nd.  I am overwhelmed, not sleeping...4 checks last night due to a BG dive at bedtime, and like you expressed I am extremely sad. We are already set up to get a pump within a couple months.  Have you found the micromanagement is less with a pump?

11/27/08 1:19pm

I know it's so hard right now managing food, insulin, lows, highs, sleeping, testing, etc.  Over time, it becomes a little less life consuming and less stressfull by allowing time to ease the transition of this enormous life changing diagnoses.  Some people prefer the pump, others prefer shots.  You can try it and see what works best for you and your family and of course your son.  I think it's most important to know this will become emotionally and mentally easier over time and while diabetes always requires attention, you will eventually feel better about dealing with it everyday.

Anonymous
Nettie
11/27/08 11:26am

I was incorrectly diagnosed with Type 2 diabetes until I went to a specialist.  He informed me I was Type 1, even though I was not diagnosed until I was 30.  My family doctor had me on oral medication and could not understand why my glucose numbers would not go down.  I was shocked to learn I was a Type 1, but I was not surprised.  I have been taking insulin for the past 12 years.  Your picture of Case with one weeks worth of syringes is heartwrenching.  I toss my used syringes and lancets in a detergent bottle and I will often fill a large bottle before I can get another one empty.  I do know the heartache associated with this picture.  I have a chihuahua that is my lifesaver at night.  When my blood sugar drops, she will lick my face until I wake up and do something about it.  I have awakened before and not done anything and my dog started licking me again until I was aware of what I had to do.  I am so thankful for my dog. 

Anonymous
Justjullie
12/ 9/08 9:22am

I want to know how he was diagnosed 3 years before his birth.  that just seems odd.

 

Needles do tend to accumulate - what an adorable child and a great photo collection.

Anonymous
teresa ollila
12/10/08 11:37pm

Hi Julie,

I clarified my statement. Thanks for bringing it to my attention.

Teresa

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