This past month has been really bad for me regarding the whole diabetes thing. About a month ago I took off my CGM because I honestly just couldn't handle the beeps, buzzing and the blood gushing sites because my mental state of being is just not all here right now.
I have decided to put the CGM back on tonite. My blood sugars have really... Read more
This past Saturday I went to the eye doctor with my husband. He had made the appointment a long time ago and asked if I wanted to go with him so I said sure. I have not been to the eye doc in about two years. (Yes, shame on me)
It was not my regular doctor but, I never had problems before so I really wasn't worried. My husband and I... Read more
I was reading an article in the Los Angeles Times yesterday about how some US States are cutting healthcare for the poor. And for me...a person just laid off from my job who also has a medical condition it is pretty much disturbing and umm... scary.
I am scared for all the other people in the United States that are sick and will not get... Read more
I honestly do not know what is wrong with me lately. I just can't get myself together. My a1c went up from 7.4 to 7.9 last month and ever since then I have been in a downward spiral.
Just when I was sort getting myself together, I got laid off from my job... AGAIN. It really pissed me off too. That may be means for another blog... Read more
All my life I have always aimed at trying to be perfect in everything I do. From sports to my art.
Well mainly because I live in a house full of perfectionists. Starting down from my mom.
For instance, when I was a kid she would come up to my elementary school every day when I was done with recess, just to wash my hands and face, comb my... Read more