I'm Drowning

I honestly do not know what is wrong with me lately. I just can't get myself together. My a1c went up from 7.4 to 7.9 last month and ever since then I have been in a downward spiral.

Just when I was sort getting myself together, I got laid off from my job... AGAIN. It really pissed me off too. That may be means for another blog though.

I started getting lazy with bolusing and correcting... and my numbers have just been all over the place. The CGM is a great tool but, even that has been getting under my skin. I am just not in a good place right now.

I feel like I have just dived into the deep end of the pool, and I can't  come up for air or something. I am drowning.

Revive me!