Hi Gus,

You don't give any history for yourself so I may be completely off the mark.  I suspect you're not eating a healthy diet in a consistent manner.  You may also need to exercise and keep tabs on your blood glucose.  Try managing things one day at a time....even one meal at a time.  If you haven't talked with your doctor or diabetes educator, make an appointment to do so immediately.  Get advice on a diet that fits you.  You might also ask your family to help you deal with this.  Even though it's "your" disease it affects everyone as you're finding out.  Your family is the most important thing you have and I know you want to keep them and find a way to manage this diabetes.  Good luck and let us all know how you're doing.

Gayle