Just been diagnosed

Hello everyone. Well I am at shock. I hadn't been feeling good and lost over 20 lbs so I went to the dr. 5 days later I have the police looking for me since the dr couldn't get ahold of me.  My average was sugar level was 400 with hemoglobin a1c 13.2. I am in shock, hurt, and depressed. Is this a normal stage to go through? And also has anyone had kids with being this diabetic? My dr suggested no more but we wanted 1 more. (we do have a girl and a boy) Thank you I just need to talk with people that have it and understand I guess.