Monday, February 13, 2012

ugh! again! another day! life is not a breeze2

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punkingurl

punkingurl

Thu, August 13, 2009

i dont care, who made that machine they lie! when they say its a breeze, and they lied when they said it takes less blood, all lies. big fat lies! mind you. i just now found out i have diabetes, @ age 30, i should be out having the time of my life, parting carring on. ETC. but im not. before i was 30 i could eat, drink and do as i wanted, when i wanted, how i wanted, i wanted to make a change, not only for my self for my kids, i didnt want them to grow up. and be heavy. i wanted them to be healthly. be happy. and lead a normal happy life, i knew if i was eatting bad they was to. i didnt want that. not for my kids, i wanted a much happier nontroubled life. i enrolled in april in a weight loss program at u.t. medical. in knoxville tn. when i first met with my PA. the first thing i had to do was watch my diet, eat 3 times a day. protein, first everything else after. i did this. first month i lost 13lbs. i was amazed, i didnt cut sugar out of my diet but i wasnt doing sweetener. if i drank diet soda i became ill. i didnt like that. after a month on the diet, cutting out breads, carbs, ETC. pototos, and cakes, and cookies, i began to feel much better. i started eatting fruits and veggies, hamburgers, prepattied, in the freezer section per ground beef, and chicken, this is my diet today, along with protein shakes, meal bars, and fiberone bars, and cerel. this is what i eat on a daily bases, most of my diet, is protein. the other 10% is fiber, and fruits and veggies, i no longer drink soda of any kind, this is what lead my body and blood sugar in to shock, is that one coke i drank. while waiting with my kids in a doctors office, i was unable to get TEA! which i sub. for that COKE. i started to carry about water bottles after things started tasting very weird, figuring there was nothing wrong with me. i just was craving water. i was wrong again. this was my body telling me i needed to check my blood sugar, when i went in last month to see my pa. i needed my normal lab work done for this surgery, i didnt have much longer, time was ticking, closing in! i needed to get it done. i fasted, that day went to my doctors office where i really slamed them. tested them hard. they had never heard of some of these panels, that this doctor needed or wanted, so they had to check what they needed to do. so we did them took over an hour to get it all drew, and packed and sent off. 3 weeks went by nothing. not even a phone call. i called them. nothing. surgerons office heard nothing but my doctor did, i went in to see her cause my bp felt to high i was dizzy my bp medication was making me ill. so i thought. i go in she informs me. ohhhhhhhhhh crap! its not your bp this lap work shows you diabetic. but she never seen it like that. not in my fasting, this was in my a1, my hemo. she said this is weird one is fine one is not! i dont get it. how could that possible be both should be the same.! noooo.. that wasnt true either. i was fasting i didnt have anything to drink or eat of course im going to have a very normal fasting. i didnt drink sugar before that test. like she made me do 100times before! thats why it wasnt showing up! today i went to see the surgron and gain it was a oh shit moment, he excused him self, and my pa walked in. asked me what are you doing about your sugar. i said not a damn thing! she said check your blood sugar, twice a day i want you to take this medication twice a day, but for 30 days i want you to take it once a day. lol that machine lies! its not a breeze its not easy, its full of CRAP! i had to poke my self 12 times just to get enough blood then it said it was to low, so i wasted a damn strip, not once but 3 times! just till i figured it out. ERRR it was 107 premeal, after dinner i dont know. i only had a few bits of cerel, rasin brand, and i had half of a banana before i rushed out to the docotors this morning. he stressed for me not to skip, meals, 3times aday. but again there was no diet to follow foods to avoid, except SUGAR! my doctor said, stay away from diet stuff, eat natural sugars, likes fruits veggies, and to limit the among of sugar i needed aday

Anonymous
insags
8/14/09 1:13am

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8/14/09 3:37pm

 

I am sure that MILA (the miracle seed) from lifemax USA is a very fine product.   Mila is a blend of Salvia Hispanica L. (chia seeds) and  is one of the healthiest foods on the planet but from my knowledge it is NOT a cure.  You can check this out with your health professional.

8/14/09 5:22pm

thank you

Anonymous
insags
8/15/09 11:48pm

If MILA is not a cure, then how come there  are a lot of diabetes patients I know who were relieved of their problems and lived a normal lives now, including their blood pressure normalized.  I know you won't subscribed to it for it's not a drug prescribed by most health care professionals, coz it's only a food and foods can't claim therapeutic evidence for it's not a drug that is synthetics has a lot of side effects.  Even if you dont submit to this idea, just give it a try, it's a natural food hence, no side effects.

8/18/09 11:07pm

As an RN who is a diabetic, I strongly suggest you speak with your Healthcare provider and obtain a referral to a Certified Diabetes Educator.  You NEED to meet with one to EDUCATED YOURSELF on:  How to CORRECTLY and SIMPLY learn how to use your meter.  If you aren't happy with that brand, ask for another!!!  I spent over five years in homecare, going into people's homes and teaching them how to use meters, when meters WERE difficult and complicated to use.  You also NEED to SPEAK with someone who can help you deal with your anger issues.  Your frustration over not understanding your labwork, or not understanding what the results represent is NOT GOING TO HELP YOU DEAL WITH YOUR DIABETES!!  You need to understand the medication you are on.  You need to be educated on how and when to take it, what the side effects are, and how to deal with them.  You need to be educated on a PROPER daibetic diet.  It seem you have receive an overwhelming amount of conflictig information, leading to your frustration and confustion.  I find it hard to believe that a medical professional would not understand basic blood panels ordered, and would need to spend over an hour "figuing them out."  If your fasting blood sugar and Hemoglobin a1C were "conflicting," the tests need to be repeated.  First and foremost, YOU MUST BE YOUR OWN ADVOCATE!  Is there someone who can accompany you to you appointments?  Often two sets of ears are better than one.  If you don't understand what's going on, ASK!!!  If a health care professional "yells" at you about something, STAND UP FOR YOURSELF, AND INFORM THEM THEY ARE NOT ACTING IN A PROFESSION MANNER!!  Insist on speaking to someone else!  Here's a prime examlpe why a second person in the room may be helpful - they can help diffuse a potentially volatile situation.  Is it possible that your apparent anger about your diagnosis is affecting the way you are conducting yourself?

 

Please trust me when I tell you that a diagnosis of diabetes IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD, NOR IS IT THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN TO YOU!!!  If I were to tell you my complete story, you probably would think I was making most of it up.

 

PLEASE CALM DOWN.  PLEASE TAKE A DEEP BREATH.  PLEASE BE THANKFUL FOR THE LIFE GIVEN TO YOU.  PLEASE EDUCATE YOURSELF, AND PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.  Channel your anger into ways to help yourself and learn to LIVE with diabetes. 

8/19/09 11:24am

lol. thanks my anger issues. are very under control. and yes i was upset. i have spoke with my doctor. my midwife, and my surgeon about this walk im a having with diabetes, but i was upset over the labwork, but it had more to do, with why now. after 30 years, and why only after i started this diet did it go out of wack. they where all questions no one could answer. good news is. im fine, i just have a few extra steps to start my day with. but i am fine. thank you. btw i do go to thearpy. and i did speak with her. about how this all made me feel. she laughed and said its normal.