As I said, I'm 14 years old, 5'2" and 120 lbs. I have calculated my BMI and I know it says that it is a healthy weight, but I really am not comfortable with the way my body looks. I can't wear the clothes I want to wear and I don't feel comfortable wearing a swimsuit (I feel like it shows too much). I am a shy person too, but I would love to have a body I'm comfortable with so it can help my self-esteem and my confidence. I'm young and making friends, going to school, etc. I just want to be comfortable with what I look like and who I am. I also am a big fan of soda. I try to stop (also, because I suffer from chronic gastroitis), but the temptation always wins:( My parents are not that fit either so they say I look fine, which means I have to find help somewhere else. My motivation levels are extremely low and so is my willpower. I have tried to start exercising regulary, but since my willpower is not really there, it never lasts. So please, any advice you have would be really appreciated.




