I need a medical report that says I have it when I don't

Yes I'm this desperate! 

Where can I get a lab report that shows positive (I can doctor up my personal information).

No I'm NOT a stupid person for wanting to do this.  I fully understand (probably MORE than my partner) what risks I am taking being involved with someone who has genital herpies.  Our love story was a fairy tale by all accounts until he experienced an outbreak after 20 years (he thought the Dr. must of been wrong since he never had another outbreak after the initial diagnosis and never again thought about it until it happened).

How he responded to this outbreak was to leave me under a ruse.  After agonizing months of confusion, heartache and pain he eventually confided in me the real reason for his sudden departure was the outbreak. It was at that point we then attended couples counceling with a therapist to see if he could get past his feelings.

He's insistant that he loves me more than he could live with himself if he was to transmit this to me despite anything that can be said; and for that reason alone, he chose to walk instead of risk infection to me.  He thinks this is the honorable thing to do. 

The only possible way to restore our relationship would be if I told him that I was checked and found to have GH too.  I'd have to give him proof (I'm certain he wouldn't question the authenticity if it looked official)

So considering that we are both in our 50's; 

considering that so many people have it who don't even know;

considering that he knows I've done everything possible to address this situation with knowledge;

I'm certain he would believe I went to get tested and accept the document.

Yes, this man is worth it