Another Outbreak!

Life sure can throw us some curves can't it?  I was diagnosed about three years ago with G.H.  Now I am 50 and married.  I wanted to kill myself and believe me i almost succeeded!  It travels as you well know.  Now it's on my left buttox. I thought it was a spider bite but , ofcourse, I've done so much research to know that it's herpes in another area!  Sometimes I have difficulty walking as if I have MS.  Nerves are as if exposed, therefore, the left side of my body waist down is in pain and if you touch me I scream in pain.  It's highly sensitive!!!  My hubby was tested and he's negative!  He risks a chance especially when we take no precaution!             Tell me your story!?      Have a good day !       Dona