Please don't feel that way, ur not alone, but its hard for others to understand how you feel or what you are going through, until they go through it themselves. I;m 20 years old and just found out that I have Herpes too. The person that I've been involved with for a year and pretty much sure that i got it from, has nothing at all to say to me. I found out that not only was he sleeping with me,  but about 4-5 other woman too. Also the night I believe he gave it to me, he was with someone just before and still will not admit to it. The worst part about it for me is that I feel powerless again him. He has it and knows it but doesnt care, and he's spreading it to other people with out a conscience, I also see him almost everyday and he acts like things are just fine. But just like I told him what goes around come around, i do believe in Karma. I will not let this stop me from living a fulling live, i'm still going to have kids one day, and hopefully find someone that really does care about me and not just sexually. I am now trying to take him to court, so some justice can be served...wish me luck. Your not alone at all.