I told my best friend of 9 years that i have herpes. VERY SCARED. but i felt like i JUST HAD TO. I wanted someone to be there for me and she is so that makes me feel a LIL bit better. sometimes i get this feeling that i want to just forget about it. Or try to pretend that that everything is ok. nothings wrong and that nothing ever happened. I know that would be bad because it would be like im running away from my problems and i should face them head on. but that is how i feel currently. I just want to forget.

