i gave my hsband herpes contracted it from a man i fell in love with fell out of love with my husband after 19 years of a alcoholic marriage. husband quit drinking we have a 9 and 14 year old daughters. i had left my husband when i fell in love with the man whom i contracted herpes 2 from he did not know he had it. i coulnt believe a 19 year marrage was over he quit drinking i had to try and work on our marrage was never able to give up the man i fell in love with. we both tried because with me being home we know it is not right. my husband broke out in feb 2009 was tested and the cat is out of the bag i was tested also poistive the man i fell in love with was tested poitive. my husband wants to keep trying he doesnt know i still love someone else. i am not in love with my husband . i want to move on but cant deal with the guilt of leaving him with this disease how will he ever move on and meet someone? i live unhappy trying to make everyone think things are fine hardly ever smile or laugh anymore. has anyone triedquickclear,viralprin,detox back to health minerals anyones advice would be apreaciated
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I know how you feel honey Ive been in the same position once before and i made it threw it!! I even thought about killing myself the shame and embarressment of another person knows my terriable secret,Whatever you do dont give up thier is a life after this ugly diease, You have to be true to yourself and what makes you happy and i know that seems hard with all the time you have put into your marriage. Remember depressions will keep you with outbreaks , If you are really in love with someone else leave..Dont waste time in something you are unhappy with life is to short and can be so beautiful if we just stay true to ourselves and do what we want to do and not live for other people. We all make mistakes and no one has the word PERFECT writtin on their foreheads!! what helped me was prayer, meditation, excersing eating health and removeing myself for all negativity, I gave my childs father it and ever chance he got he tried to throw it in my face and talked about me like a dog..I removed myself from him and his negative energy and it helped so much. I feel your pain, just dont give up , Ive had it for over 10yrs and with time the outbreaks get less painful and frequent depending on how you care for yourself inside and out.
God loves You !!
your comment brought tears to my eyes. i didnt think anyone understud or had had a similar experience.i wish i could hear your story.i have prayed but feel like such a sinner that he may not listen.i have surprisingly only had 2 outbreaks, with all the stress and depression. i have a pretty good imune system.can people realy have normal relationships with this disease? thank god for your comment and for you
God is alwayz listening and alwayz looking over you wishing you would just come to him about everything. I think it is possible to have a normal reltaionship with the disease, as long as your with the right person thats honest and loyal to you and vice versa. Pray about it and pray he wont let any relationship happen that isnt of his will, and he will. Good luck